Somebody commented today...

"You're right here, but your mind is nowhere here."

I don't know how more true that statement can get. I totally agree. Half the time, I think only half of me is present. Depends on how much I have on my mind actually. The more I have on my mind, the more I'm 'present but absent'. I'm a person who reflects, who speaks, of only a total of 10% of my thoughts. Of course, there are the exceptional few whom I am completely myself with. Some say I'm happy go-lucky and carefree. Some say... I'm too enclosed, that I don't share, that I'm completely two different people at the same time.

Anyway... life has been the MOST eventful. Irony. Surprise. Sudden turn of events. But again, life is full of surprises, no? I looked at myself in the mirror... and I laughed at myself. Amazing.

I wanna laugh, and dance, and scream and shout, and cry all at the same time.

Know how that feels? Insane.

Reckon I prefer the happy-go luckyness...